♥ Love Forever

Tuesday, May 26, 2009 { 8:45 AM }

hey3..

nbila down here..

ok3..seems tat dh lame nbila tk post.. haha..

sick arh tis few daes..

last thursdae worse gyle my migraine..

(sick3..huhu)

i was in the skul olreadi tat time.then it attact badly..

affie sent me home..

called my mum n my mum came home straigh frm spore to fetch me to spore hospital..

pity my mum so much sey..

im sowie mum..i cant take it olreadi...i didnt take my paper fer two daes lh sey..got MC.. haha..kesian ol my fwens kene amek paper.. me releks kt umah.. releks tk releks sgt lh.. saket sey.. hehe

dh3..mls nk crite pnjg2.. haha..

btw guys,im taking my guy nye paper arini! english paper lh sey! he wanted me to get A fer my english.. insyaAllah k abg...u ol sume doakn me k... hehe..

kk..nbila got to go.. dh nk gy skul nie.. wish me luck kaes! take care guys who's reading tis..haha.. daa~

nbila heart affie!

nbila signing off lh sey!

Monday, May 18, 2009 { 11:18 PM }

18.3.2009 + 18 = FOREVER!

Today is our 2 months anniversary..
i would like to say to you my dear,,
that i really love u so much..
and i'll always be loving you...
btw,i've got something to say to you...

SAYANG.....

1.I love you,for what you are,
and for what I am when I am with you.

2.if i have to choose between loving you,and breathing.I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU.

3.As we grow older together,As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change.I will always keep falling in love with you.

4.The best thing about me is you.

5.Love is a promise,love is a souvenir,once given never forgotten, never let it disappear.I laugh,I love,I hope,I try,I hurt,I need,I fear,I cry.And I know you do the same things too,So we're really not that different,affie and nabila.

6.I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know,even if its just for a second,that I've crossed your mind.

7.Our love would never leave us alone.

8.I will stay with you forever as long as you want me too.

9.hope our relationship will last forever.

10.I love her and that's the beginning of everything.

last long kae dear!!!

muah8! I love you so much!!!

-affie sign out-

Westlife-I swear it Again...

Wednesday, May 13, 2009 { 11:59 AM }

shayne ward-Breathless...

Breathless

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me

Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

Chorus
You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

Chorus x2

Today nbila tk gy skul....

herm...
quite bored lh kt rumah..
me tk gy skul...
saket...
damn headache..
feel lyke gonna catch a high fever..
got nothing to sae aktuali...
mish hym loads...
dear,dun flirt tao kt skul tu!
hehehe..
joking3..
i trust u kae...
ok lh...
damn tired...
feel totally sick..
i go fer now kaes..
daa~
nbila is signing off lh sey!

Friday, May 8, 2009 { 6:36 PM }

nabila lh sey!

Wednesday, May 6, 2009 { 11:32 PM }

Things are back to normal again...

hye peeps..
juz like nabila said..
its true! i hide it from nabila's info..its just bcoz,i really didnt want her to get upset or angry with me,that's all..thats why,when she told me about abg zacky were calling her n stuff,me diam je..as her guy..i was so jealous ofcoz...in fact,i noe she didnt mean anything by saying that.i know she loves me DAMN much..u know,its juz a feeling of mine..
i mean..being so envy with abg zacky shows that i really am loving her..fyi your info..me and nabila kire popular la jgk pat school..nabila diminati by alot of guys n me also,disukai by most of gurls students..so,mesti la both of us rase jealous with each other..she was envy with gurls yg minat me.n i was envy with guys yg minat her...the other way around...okae2...
then,mmg btol..i made nabila kecewa wif me..ptg tadi..around 6 plus sumthing,i called her..
i just wana say that im so sorry about not telling her wat actually had happen..and not sharing everything wif her..in that moment..i called nabila..i wana apologize to her..she said..''kite chat on MSN je lah..ibu dah balek nie''..i said..oklah..pat MSN..i tried to pujuk her...bcoz i felt bad about it..i'll make it short..she accepted my apology..and,i janji to her,from now on,i will tell n share every single thing wif her..then,our situation pon dah back to normal..me and nabila,kiteorg dah berbaik2 dah..the funny part is..by that time,me tak sedar yg all the way.. me and nabila tengah chatting pat MSN,ibu ade pat sebelah nabila when i try nk pujuk her rupenye..hahaha..she(ibu) knew every single thing la seyh!!!malu seyh! begang pon ade..hahaha!!! ibu tahu pasal nie..but,ibu tak marah..die paham..juz like ibu said..''lelaki kuat jeles,tandanya SETIA''..hehehe..nabila told me that..she also told me yg di pon kuat jealous..bgus la,it shows how we loved each other very much..then,i pon offline coz dah nk magrib..by that time nabila pon nk offline..

after that,around 8 plus sumthing..nabila called me..and i was happy things are back to normal again..kiteorg berbual tak lame..coz,nnt ibu bising...not long after that,we end our short2 talk..

-things back to normal between me and nabila-
-i promised her to share and telling her everything from now on-
-affie really love nabila so much-

-affie log out-

{ 5:22 PM }

I felt disappointed with HYM...

wow..
today,on wednesday, 06052009, i reali2 felt disappointed wif HYM..
we promised not to keep aniting away from each other but...
it goes like tis....
smlm ade tis one of my skoolmate col me..die bobal wif me..
its a guy..abg zacky..tp i seriously anggap die cm my big bro je...
not more than tat...
after tat,a called affie..
i told affie everiting tat wat abg zacky talk to me..i even told hym tat abg zacky called me for 12 minutes..
i didnt keep aniting frm hym.. seriously.....
then,i told hym tat abg zacky cute..its a fact.. tat guy orgnye bulat..
if u ask anione,everione will also say tat he's cute..okae3..
tu tkpe..
then,after i said tat,affie was ok jewk..
the next day,,which is today,when me in skool,mase rehat kedue, syuhada,my gurlfriend which is also rapat wif my guy,told me tat affie was mcm sdih when i say abg zacky cute.
i fed up. bingit. knape affie didnt tell me bout it? knape die kene ngadu kt org laen then me tk tau pape till tat person tell me so. i felt so mcm diketepikn. cdih gyle.. felt like crying. but i cant.. he felt more comfortable to talk to others instead of me.. padehal, i tk simpan pape pn dr die.. i just need die tell everiting. knape he just keep quiet cm tu jewk. herm! then td i called hym. my voice was low.. yelh,so disappointed wif hym.. he asked,wats wrong wif me.. then i said,nothing.. tp he force me to share it wif hym.. lg lh me ngamok.. then i said tis,, "ouh..if me,u want me to share everiting wif u..but when it comes to u,knape u keep it from me.? then u onli share it wif syuhada"..i then put down the phone.. i know i was so being rude by just putting down the phone.. tp,,its just..i just cant take it.. i cried a bit coz kecewa..i tk kesah if die nk share aniting to syuhada.. tp knape he keep it frm me..? u got it kn? n one more ting.. die cm ragu2 wif my love towards hym..tat is the most hurting part..I LOVE HYM LOADS tp knape die ragu2? herm! i haf noone to share tis sadness wif.. i just want hym to know tat i do reali love hym..
dear,, im sorie...
i cant call u today...
im totally sad..
let me be alone for today..
im reali taking a good care of his feelings...
tp my feelings,,tkde org nk amek kesah..
seriously,,i haf noone to share tis wif.

nabila's totally hurt. (can i cry??)

{ 5:20 PM }